"These days we (Italians) are the world's leading manufacturers of emotions. perhaps we should apply for a patent, and bottle them. We could sort out the country's finances in a trice." -Beppe Severgnini, La Bella FiguraThis past week I haven't really written much, because nothing big has really happened - no task on our "to-do" list for the move was crossed off - and I had to get over some frustrations about the process. There have been 3 of the bigger tasks that I've been trying to start completing: plane tickets, apartment contract, and tuition paid. It seems that as soon as I'm almost about to complete one, something throws us off track again. Of course, I keep telling myself that things still aren't too bad...I mean, we're moving to Italy. I do feel blessed that we can even be in a position to do this without having to make entire life-altering changes with our lifestyle, jobs, etc. And we're both looking forward to this opportunity being a chance for us to slow down a little and take in some wonderful, yet simple, experiences -and I, for one, have it as a resolution to learn more patience through our entire saga. It appears that Italy is a place that will force you to learn patience (or either pull out your hair trying) -I hope to accomplish the former.
The opening quote is from the
book I just finished reading, "La Bella Figura" by Beppe Severgnini. I feel that it is so true, that for some reason that most cannot locate, Italy brings out emotions for a wide range of people. We don't know why, exactly, we're drawn to this country. We have no blood ties on either side, no long-time friends from Italia, and have only been brief tourists -but even before we visited, there was something about it that we thought we'd like to be a part of one day. Of course, there is the fact that I've formally studied the many artistic masterpieces, that we both enjoy the history of the ancient ruins that makes Italy stand out among other countries. Almost everyone can be attracted to the postcard images of Italy with sunflower fields, pastel mosaic towns on sea cliffs, and Roman fountains - but there's something else that I can't put my finger on, that draws us to something more than this. It's partly the language, the rhythm, the non-perfection, the juxtaposition from the suburban. I'm looking forward to the cracks in the buildings, the stucco that is patched, the staggered roof-lines, and crooked streets. I sometimes daydream about being able to speak Italian fluently with a fruit vendor.
Of course, I'm nervous at the same time - but that's exciting as well. I know that there will be times that we get frustrated, and days that we may possibly take for granted that we're living in Italy as we go about a busy day's routine. Even now as we're less than 5 months away from leaving, I find myself trying to take in more of our home in Florida each day. Beach walks are becoming more frequent and the water's warming up...summer is going to fly by!
I'll finish with another of my favorite quotes from Beppe Severgnini, (which rings true as we currently are examining prices of a tiny apartment)...
"Tuscany is an ancient, literary setting. it risks being perceived as a sort of Nativity scene, with statuettes of picturesque little Tuscans, busy doing this and that, and visitors, like the three kings, bringing gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh. Especially gold, but cash and all major credit cards are also welcome."